My parents killed me

I find myself alone,
Crying in the dark
My mind is fixed on you
And this broken heart

Rivers of red are constant
As I slowly fade away
I told you i was sorry
And you begged for me to stay

But words just weren't enough
To keep me in your life
Instead of talking to you
I added to your strife

"I took my life because,
I have nothing left to give
I'm sick of being taunted
Because of the way i live

Mum was never around
To take away the pain
She always doubted me
And played me like a game
I told her so many times
I was sorry for being born
But she just keep on hitting
And left my heart torn

Then Dad he always yelled
No matter what i tried
I worked till i couldn't stand
But it never stopped the lies
He spoke down to me
Like i was a two year old
My mind wanted to stand up
But my body was to cold

Many nights of abuse
Have pushed me to despair
And I'm honestly sorry
That i have left you here
My heart will always beat
But only alongside you
This is my suicide letter
Because i couldn't make it through"

And slowly i faded away
With a smile on my face
Because my parents are to blame
For me leaving this place.

-Lacking quality and any direction.-