An Eyes Full Of Tears!!!

I hate to say this,but you still live in my broken heart,
i hate to admit that from my heart you will never depart,
you will live in my heart as long as i live on this earth,
shedding tears all the while though i know u are not worth.

In every piece of my broken heart,a prayer goes in your name,
millions of thanks have been said to god ever since u came,
though the very thought of u brings me an ocean of tears,
u also gave me the love i have been yearning for many years.

Even today i don't regret that i fell in love with you,
though you were measuring my heart to break it into two,
how can you hurt a person whom once you made to smile,
who had thought you were to be his world all the while.

ever since you left,I'm afraid even to sleep in the night,
like my heart,even to my dreams you are holding onto tight,
now i have also began to hate those eyes that saw your face,
b'coz the memories are such,from my heart i can't even erase.

I do still wait for you although you are not going to come,
waiting in your way,to all these pain now i feel like numb,
nothing seems to hurt me anymore,not even my broken heart,
with time i have realized we were always meant to be apart.

I know you are not going to leave me even if i say it's enough,
walking on these thorns,the life ahead is going to be tough,
what is left with me after loving you for all these years-is
handful of regrets,heart full of pain and "An Eyes Full Of Tears".