How much i care...

I said I didn't care,
That I wouldn't even shed a tear,
I tried to hold it all in,
Trying to be bold,
I looked at you,
As it hit me(were through),
I looked down and started to cry,
So quickly are time went by,
Right before you walked away,
You muttered are you okay?,
I left you there just to guess,
Walking away you said it was for the best,
As I stood there thinking life wasn't fair,
You finally realized how much I cared...