When God Called For You

It's a risk you took,
Proved a fact that broke our hearts,
Motivated us to clean up our lives,
Wish we didnt have to lose you through the struggle,
Still, we have a lot left to prove,
Remembering your smile that would light up a room,
This shouldnt be the way things go,
God called for you and brought you home,
Skip this, We need you back in our lives,
Awake again looking at you face to face,
Its a shame you left without saying goodbye,
Never even got to apologize for what I put you through,
Part of me left with you that day when my phone rung,
"Kevin's dead, he's gone, never coming home"
It was like a gun put to my head & I couldnt breathe,
Didnt want to accept it, Still dont believe it,
You died over something so petty and so small,
A human life is so very precious,
I hope you understand how Im feeling,
Cause I love you Kev,
I want to laugh with you, hug you, kiss you Kev,
You were so close to acheiving dreams,
The drugs took over and stole your world,
They stole our life too soon,
If I could go back, bring you back,
Should of seen this coming, Would of tried to help,
Our hearts are left to ache with regret,
God called for you & took you home,
I love you kevin, always and forever.

Rest in Paradise my love*
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