I wish to die, like this

I wish to die, like this

It seems I’ve cried these tears before,
I watch then fall and soak the floor,

This world is gone from inside my mind,
My tears swell, with love I’m blind

Its all over now, you can’t save my heart,
You should have tried, tried hard from the start

My life is over and I don’t want to live,
Everything’s done, happiness you can’t give,

Cried for your pain, and cried for my life,
I want to end it all, I hold up the knife

Be with anyone but you? I would wish for none.
I can’t take it all back, what’s done is done.

Darkness is here now; you wake as I fall,
Dieing all alone, can’t hear when you call,

I don’t feel anything as I bleed on the floor
All I see is your shadow, alight at the door,

My life is over; I can’t be saved now,
If there’s a way, I want to know how.

The only thing I ever wanted, to hold you tight,
That wish was granted, I have you here this night.

At the end of all this, here in the dark
I have ruptured your soul and left my mark.

In the end of everything, when what’s done is done,
I’m glad I die here with you, when everything is gone.