If

If you see me smile,
It is not because I do not miss you;
It is because I do not know
What else to do.

If you see me laughing
It is not because I have gotten over my fears,
It is because that is the only way
To hold back my tears.

If you see me happy again
It is not because I have moved on,
It is because I have finally accepted the fact
And realized you are really gone.