I am sorry I gave up
I am sorry that I lost all hope,
I am sorry for everything I did
But you left me with no way to cope.
I look at you
And cannot help but look away,
I realize I still love you
But I just cannot stay.
I had to let go
I am sorry but I did,
It was my only way out
It was the only way to my tears get rid.
I still want you to hold me
But I am sorry, my heart,
I tell myself that if you were still here
I would still be falling apart.
I used to wish on the stars
And I am sorry I wasted their time,
Because it seems like my love
Meant nothing to you, not even worth a dime.
I want to hold you again
I am sorry that that is still one of my dreams,
I regret it because I know you do not want me anymore
Or that is how it seems.
I am not sorry for loving you
I am sorry for the way it all went,
But then and still now
All my tears and wishes on you are spent.
