Dwelling on Today

**This was writen after i got out of the hospital for a week, comment and tell me what you think, it would mean alot**

Do u know what its like to feel totaly alone?
Trapped in a world that was never meant for me.
Every night wondering what tomorrow will bring not knowing if i will see the light of day.
Stale air filled the rooms suffocating me in my own breath.
I must have been looking at someone else\'s star because my wishes never came true.

Do you know what its like being totaly alone?
Hoping for the worst because once things are not that bad, everything seems better.
Minutes like hours, hours like days, days like weeks.
Time goes slow when your alone.
You stop thinking about forever and focus on today.

Long painful nights staring at the ceiling.
The distant sound of constant beeping monitors rang through my head like a favorite song.
I would have gave anything to hear someone laugh.

Struggling through smiles, fighting back tears.
Its times like these where the ones who really care show up.

I know what its like to feel totally alone.
And now that i know
I wont ever have to be lonely again.