My note for suicide

Feeling so empty,
As i just take up air,
Wouldn't make a difference,
If i wasn't there,

Days go by,
While i string along,
Always so weak,
Just once i want to be strong,

Suffering, crying,
But the cutting i fought,
Every aggressive action,
Every dying thought,

Don't want to rewind,
To the way things were,
Where the knife meeting my skin,
Was the only answer,

Try to hide,
And escape this addiction,
Just want to be noticed,
Once 2 be the girl, in the center of attention,

But i cant resist,
As the blade & my skin collide,
So i collapse on the floor,
With my note for my suicide....