Secret

My god you don’t understand, that I’m dying inside.
I can’t believe I did that, and I can’t believe I lied.
I really had no intention of doing so much harm,
That’s why I told you a lie, so as not to raise alarm.
I really want to tell you the truth, I want to oh so bad,
But I know that if I do you will be so incredibly sad.
I want to tell you all, that I’m the one to blame,
There really wasn’t an accident, I really feel ashamed.
I’m sorry I lied to everyone, anyone who asked.
I’m not comfortable telling the truth, I have to wear a mask.
What hurts me the most is that I lied to You,
You’re the one I love the most, you’re the one who gets me through.
I can’t believe I did that, I want to tell so much
But I'm afraid of losing you, I'd forever miss your touch.
I love you so much, and it hurts me so much to lie,
But if I tell the truth, you might just break down and cry.
I can’t bear to see you suffer, to see you sad or upset.
So I will keep my secret, forever it shall be kept.