Abuse

This violence drove my solitude
This grief has caused my tears
Murderer of my soul
Creater of my fears

My mind is slowly crumbling...
These voices in my head
They emphasise the laughter
These voices want me dead

But why do you mistreat me?
My skin grows ever paler
Never ceasing struggles
Yet sorry, I'm a failure

You make me feel so worthless
Please, give me back my heart
I'm thriving but you're tearing
What's left of me apart

So here I am, still crying
I've never felt so cheap
And here I lay, No meaning
Besides an empty heap

Tears roll from my eye lids
Life flashed before my eyes
I grasp my heart in horror
You smashed it with your lies

This pain is growing faster
My hands begin to shake
I hear a scream... It's piercing
all bonds begin to break

....

My hands have ceased the shaking
My feet are off the ground
The voices stop the laughter
Once loud, but not a sound

Blood flows through my fingers
The screams begin to die
The pain swings with the rope cord
So please, don't bother cry.