Mommy y did u die?

Mommy why did you die?
did i do something wrong?
even though daddy says it isn't
it still feels like my fault

what were all those pills you took?
what were all those cuts on your arm?
was that something to make you feel better?
if it was why didn't you tell me?

what did i do wrong to make you want to die?
was it because i didn't tidy my room?
or because me and my brother were always fighting?
if it was because of that i'm sorry.

daddy hasn't been the same since you went away.
he goes out now and comes back late.
he always smells like smoke and beer.
then i find him sometimes crying and calling out your name.

mommy what is heaven like?
can i join you there?
i found your pills and took them all.
but now i don't feel better only worse.

i woke up in hospital.
they had saved my life.
they said i was naughty and not to touch tablets again.
didn't they understand i just wanted to be with you.

strange men came to see me next day.
they said i would be looked after by them.
they said daddy had gone to be with you in heaven.
so why did they stop me going to?

plz comment and vote it would mean a lot but jus wana say it didnt happen 2 me.