I'm dying

Sat beneath, our tree, in your field,
I can’t breathe, you see, how I feel,
It makes me, fall free, and I kneel,
At your feet, I plead, that this be real.

So here we are,
I’m trying,
Not to fall too far,
I’m dying…

I won't grab your shirt,
Pull you,
Close to,
My heart,
I’ll refrain from,
Kissing,
Your lips,
Stop this,
I’ve gone numb.

It’s so hard, when you, are sat right there,
Tears my heart, in two, cos you don’t care,
Won’t start, can’t stop; see your underwear...
Hope’s in shards, want to, but I don’t dare.

So here we are,
I’m trying,
Not to fall too far,
I’m dying…

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kinda true story, but I'm not giving details, it's just about yesterday, you know if you know, if you don't, you don't