I will not be alright, I will not be Ok.

I know you think I'm happy,
But whatever you may say.
My life will always be a living hell,
I will not be alright, I will not be Ok.

I know you think things are great,
But actually you are wrong.
I will always be upset and depressed,
I will not be accepted, I will never belong.

I know you think I over-react,
That really my life ain't so bad.
But that just shows how little you understand,
I will not be cheerful, I will always be sad.

I know you think I am not suicidal,
But believe me I'm crossing the line.
Cause the next time you hurt me I don't know what Ill do,
I will never wear a smile, I will not be fine.

I know you think I have no problems,
But sadly that not true, I do.
I'm getting closer and closer to the edge,
I will not live much longer, I will not see things through.