Pretend

by Just Lisa   Feb 12, 2005


Grew up in this life with nothing to hate,
Everything was so perfect and I was so free.
But everything changed and I lost all fate,
Pretending I was someone else, so that no one could see.

I've changed so much from what I used to be,
And now my whole world is falling apart.
I'm dieing inside and know one can see,
And no one knows except for me.

No matter how hard I try to make it right
And no matter what I try to do,
Nothing seems to help, and I still have to fight,
Wishing I was someone else, wishing I could start out new.

I'm so sick now, and everything's gone wrong,
And it's been going on now for so long.
I don't care anymore, and I don't even try,
Wishing I were up there, take me away, just let me die.

I’m always sad and I feel so crappie, not knowing the reasons why,
Why I'm so depressed and unhappy, locked up in my room just so I can cry.
And why I stay locked in my room, why I always hide,
And why I'm like this, why am I so broken inside.

I've done everything I could, and so many times I've tried,
But still it hurts me deep inside.
So I hide the fact that this is real,
And hide the scars that never heal.

I just want to leave and be set free,
So I could be in a better place and be happy.
But for some people that's just too hard to understand and to see,
That that's the way that things should be.

I wish that things wouldn't be so complicated,
And its times like this were I wish I wouldn't get so frustrated.
But I can't help the way I feel,
And I just want everyone to love me, and me for real.

I'm sick of always having to pretend,
And I wish that this would just come to an end.
And I'm so sick of all this strife,
But for now, I'll just have to move on with my life.

Because I’m growing up in this life pretending nothing's to hate,
And that I’m so perfect and so free.
Pretending nothings changed and I still have fate,
Pretending to be someone else, so that no one can see.

This poem is about my life and how i'm always pretending to be someone else that im not!!!
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  • 19 years ago

    by B4BY BLU3 X

    Hey there, loving this poem, its realy good. You have some talent. It is so brilliant the way you made everything rhyme so well. Well done and I hope you keep it up. And as for pretending to be someone you're not...I don't think you should worry about it s much. You should just be yourself because at the end of the day, if you are pretending to be someone you're not then that means your friends don't actually like you...They like the person you are pretending to be. Do you really want to go on living life with the people around you, only liking you for what you are ttrying to be rather than the person you actually are? Think about it, best of luck babes, sorry to hear you feel this way. Please check out some of my depression poems somtime when you get the chance. Hope this helps a little. Take care and keep ya head up.
    ~Love always~
    xemmax

  • 19 years ago

    by B4BY BLU3 X

    Hey there, loving this poem, its realy good. You have some talent. It is so brilliant the way you made everything rhyme so well. Well done and I hope you keep it up. And as for pretending to be someone you're not...I don't think you should worry about it s much. You should just be yourself because at the end of the day, if you are pretending to be someone you're not then that means your friends don't actually like you...They like the person you are pretending to be. Do you really want to go on living life with the people around you, only liking you for what you are ttrying to be rather than the person you actually are? Think about it, best of luck babes, sorry to hear you feel this way. Please check out some of my depression poems somtime when you get the chance. Hope this helps a little. Take care and keep ya head up.
    ~Love always~
    xemmax

  • 19 years ago

    by broken angel

    "I'm sick of always having to pretend,
    And I wish that this would just come to an end.
    And I'm so sick of all this strife,
    But for now, I'll just have to move on with my life.

    Because I’m growing up in this life pretending nothing's to hate,
    And that I’m so perfect and so free.
    Pretending nothings changed and I still have fate,
    Pretending to be someone else, so that no one can see."

    What the h.ell? Were you like reading my mind girl? Cause that is exactly what I feel like every day! Amazing! I'm Breathless! Speechless! In Utter Awe! U are so cool!

    Thanx again for commenting, means a lot!

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