The unsaid (in my dreams)

My suffering ended and faded away,
But now I live in the shadows of my pain.
I see hanged people in my dreams,
Trees that cry with blood and I don't know what it means...
I see places I've never been before,
Bleeding people seeking, but not knowing what they're looking for...
Sometimes myself bleeding i see,
Hideous creatures rip the flesh off of me...
I see people I care for die
I weep in my sleep, but you don't hear me cry...
In my childhood demons use to chase me,
They use to lock me up in crypts and threw away the key...
Sometimes I see Death running after me with a sickle,
Leaving behind a trail of lifeless victims.
Sometimes it gets really cold
And I feel the life from me pulled.
Blood, death, this horror haunted me for as long as I can remember
And the pain I felt back then
Found a place in my heart again,
These nightmares still torture me in this day of November...