Try and help me all you like...

You can all try and help me, all that you like,
But you be prepared, I will put up a fight
You have no idea what its like to be me,
And maybe one day someone will see.
Try being my friend, you will not win,
Don’t you see it, I just cannot give in.
After everything I’ve been put through,
There’s no way I could be helped by you.
You think you know, but you have no idea,
How much I crave for someone to hold near.
So leave it out, will you give it a rest,
Stop questioning me like this is some kind of test.
Don’t probe into my life, pretending you care,
These feelings are mine, and they’re not made to share.
So you may think I’m awkward, whatever, think again,
Wouldn’t you be like this if you’d witnessed my pain.
So hand over my notes, and I’ll walk out the door,
I don’t want to be here, I can’t take this no more.
Thanks for telling me what I already now,
But maybe now it’s the time for me to let go.
I’ll see you in heaven; I will watch you from hell,
I regret what I am, I can’t help but rebel.