Unrealized love (part one, the girlfriend)

Never have I felt so scared all feelings unaware
My body and soul about to tear

I’m shivering and shaking and nobody knows
It won’t be long now until my life goes

So I sit here and wait in my bath of blood
Poison running threw my veins like a never-ending flood

Starting to cry wishing to die
Confused and hurt, broken inside

About to leave my breaths now failing
I know I’m dying but who’s complaining

I was so sure you loved me so sure we where meant to be
How was it I fell for your lies so easily?

You gave my all that “I love you” $h1T
Only now I realise love isn’t worth it

Only now when it’s too late and I’m at my end
My only wish is your soul to be condemned

So see my here in my bath of blood and watch me bleed
Don’t turn away because your quilty, don’t leave

Because the truth is I still love you
But this is what I now must do

For if I cannot have you then I may as well not be alive
For the only way for me to forget my love is to die

So take my hand, and beg for me not to go
Even though it’s too late because I can see heavens glow

I’m drifting away, because you could never understand
It’s too late to say I love you and hold my hand

I arch upward trying to receive my last breath
But I fail, and fall back down to my death