They worry

Everyone's so worried
I can see it in their eyes
For some of them I cover up
And tell them bold faced lies
I know they want to help me
But they can't seem to find a way
Their so scared of my pain inside
Yet they all want me to stay
They all feel so guilty
That they can't stop the blood
I know that they realize
That I've just had enough
Some say they feel worthless
But they just don't understand
It makes me feel loved
When they hold out their hand
I know that it's hard on them
As it is on myself
They just want to be there
And offer me help
I feel like such a disappointment
That I can't be a good friend
But hopefully I'll change for the better
And it will be worth it in the end