Killing Me

Let go of me
I’m going to my dark place
I can live no longer
Trying to live up to your idealistic ways

I’m so meager, torn and weak
You’re killing me
Can’t you see?
I can’t search for such strength
For the simplest endeavors
I disgust myself so much, you know
For something I cannot control

Caught in a vicious cycle
You set me up so that I may never win
I thrust and break free just to
Be tossed in again

Copyright ©2005 Jessica Tedder