The anger you put inside of me, just makes me want to cry.
Every time I see you, out of the corner of my eye.
I feel like running the other way, without being seen.
For no one knew what went on, I wish it was just a dream.
For all the crap you put me through, for so many years.
For the times the thoughts of you, make me shed tears.
My mother had no clue; if she did she would stop taking me there.
Maybe even if your mother knew; if maybe she was aware.
You thought it was all fun, and you didn’t have a clue.
As to what it was you were doing to me, and what you put me through.
When your mother babysat me, I wish she would never leave.
For it was when she did, you would climb on top of me.
You said you got what you wanted, willingly of course.
You told too many people, bragging about the source.
You felt like you achieved your greatest goal.
As if to get with me, you really took the toll.
I still can’t believe what I found out today.
I’m sure you never knew that I never wanted you in that way.
I thought we were friends, and nothing more.
However, you were bigger, and I couldn’t get to the door.
You said that you screwed me, on that very day.
But I never let you take it that far, it doesn’t matter what I say.
What’s done is done, and we can’t change the past.
Too bad for you, because I know you hoped it would last.
The anger you put inside of me, just makes me want to cry.
Every time I see you, out of the corner of my eye.
I feel like running the other way, without being seen.
For no one knew what went on, I wish it was all just a dream.
For all the crap you put me through, for so many years.
For the times the thoughts of you, make me shed tears.
