Hating You More

These memories are choking me,
And I'm struggling for air,
Why does it have to be this way,
Why does life have to be so unfair?

I never saw this coming,
Doesn't the word "love" mean any thing to you?
Do you care that I'm drowning in these tears all because of you?
If only somehow i knew.

The moon is darker,
The stars aren't bright,
How did everything go so wrong,
As it just began to be right,

And it kills me when i look,
In those once heart-felt eyes,
How could you do it?
Keep all those hidden lies.

Now i lay here helpless,
Quivering on the floor,
Hating myself,
But hating you more...