Broken Life Form

I’m broken down,
I can’t pick myself up, I don’t know how..
Yes it was just words that “they” said,
But words can stab you like many knives.

I’ll bleed 1000 times rather then feel this,
It’s hard to forget!
I try hard not to think about “them”
But all new insecurities like my blood have fled!!!

It’s not like I never had enough insecurities already,
And I know it’s all true, sadly….
I can’t think about being happy,
Because they have destroyed me.

They laugh at me and make cruel jokes,
“What goes around comes around,” at least I hope,
I find it hard to breathe
Because of what “they” did to me.

It’s hard to believe the good things people say,
Because they just drive that all away!!!
What did I ever do to “them”????
I never hurt them or ruined their dreams!

Well they ruined mine, like they ruined me.
How can others expect me to be happy?
They ruined my life said all to break me down,
Now they laugh and I scream so loud!!!

They don’t care how I feel,
And all the nightmares have become real.
But I suppose you live and learn,
And to them I’m just another BrOkEn LiFe FoRm!!!!