Darkness creeps upon the horizon as I lay here in my bed staring up at the ceiling. Tears pouring down my face from these wounds that won't seem to heal. Shadows of my past are all around. No where to run; no where to hide. This time everything wasn't going to be alright. No more happy endings for my self conscious mind to confuse myself into depression. Truly this time my fiery spirits were burning into ashes of hurtful thoughts. Now that you’re gone from me and nothing can bring you back tares me apart. Your smile could light up an entire night sky. Your kindness could feed the hungry. And your soul lit up my spirit enough to carry on for so much longer. But now that you left me here to suffer all alone that very last ember was smothered into the ground like a burned out cigarette. And there was no lighter left to be found to light up my flame.
