Internal Sorrow(an alright sonnet)

True expression of my inner sorrow
Laying here naked on the shower floor
Giving up on a better tomorrow
Crying out for comfort and death deplore
Lifeless weeping upon my desire
Blood covered faces in all of my dreams
From all the hatred that i aquire
My internal misery that always screams
Living life in repeating agony
Relaxed and calm ready to fade away
End of my forever grieving journey
Passing by without a minute to play
And as i lay there naked and weeping
I find comfort in god's angels helping