Your still in my mind.
Imprinted in my memories.
Your voice shattering my heart and soul.
I want to hate you but I can't.
It's just so painful for your still here.
In memories I see you many times.
I lie awake in a dark room with numbness consoling my body.
My heart is turning black as the night.
Suicide crosses my thoughts, but then I think of you for your still here.
