Don’t Know Anymore

How can I keep living
Like everything’s all right
You made me cry so many times
Almost every night

All those false promises
You never intended to keep
The hope that I kept inside
The disappointment that’s buried deep

I hate you so much sometimes
I have to catch my breath
If this doesn’t stop soon
I know I’ll bring my death

I want to slit my writs
Or just go to heaven soon
I want to visit the angels
Way above the moon

I know that you just lie
Everything about you’s fake
That’s why I need to leave
My soul is free to take

I’m ready to finish what you’ve started
A life that’s ending unfair
But it’s not like you’ll even notice
Or you’ll even care

So, God if your listening
Please just give mommy a kiss
Tell her that I know
She will be sorely missed

Take me up to the angels
Please I beg of you
Just don’t make me do
Something if I don’t need too

Ok if you won’t do something
I know that I will have to
Here it goes
One cut two

Look to the sky
That’s where I will be
I can’t wait to be there
Cause there is so much to see

Fall from this pain
And hit some happiness
Where things are free
And things are done careless

I know that I am many things
I’m just so full of hate
When you read this poem
It will be to late

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