I Wish

I wish I could let go
of the regrets in my mind.
I wish I hadn't been so shy,
that I could be crazy like him.
I wish I was ugly,
then maybe he would've never liked me,
and I wouldn't be hurt.
I wish I had let him know
how I really feel about him.
I wish there was something,
something I could have done to help.
He says it's not my fault,
but I can't help but wonder,
is there something I did wrong?
I only wish I knew.
I wish I had let him hear me sing.
It's the only thing he ever wanted
that I didn't give him.
I wish I could be crazy,
and show him the real me,
the me that I keep locked up inside.
I wish I didn't care what people think.
I wish I had no regrets.
I wish...