The night...

I can't think;
I can't breathe.
Its only at night,
when words come to me.
I lay awake
and i can't sleep.
Some times i don't even think i dream.
I feel so lost,
and so alone.
I guess i need you
to call my own.
But you're gone forever,
and you have my heart.
Theres so much more,
that tears me apart.
I try to look deep inside,
but all i can see,
are the tears i cried.
I see the pain,
i pushed aside,
theres so much more
that I try to hide.