Me(part 2)

Me.
Ashley.
The one everyone thinks is shy.
She doesn't talk and they don't know why.
The boring one, the mute.
She's not even that cute.
But that's not really her, you see.
So let me introduce you to me.
You'll probably like her more than the old,
At least that is what I have been told.
She always has an opinion, it's unbelievable.
But still, she is nice, maybe even huggable.
She is never rude,
Unless you say something crude.
She will bounce off the walls
....and then she falls.
And then she laughs at herself,
she knows her self-wealth.
Other's thoughts about her don't matter.
She is always full of laughter.
In others she always looks for the best.
Always overlooking the rest.
She'll blush at almost any remark,
Then she'll go hide in the dark.
But she'll be back before long.
She'll come back and sing you a song.

This is how I used to be. I want to be that person again. But for some reason I can't, and I need help to get back to the real me. Sorry it's so long.