Inside

I’m staring out the window
Trying not to show
That I’m scared because I don’t know
What’s next, where I’m going to go…
Imagines of the past
Run through my thoughts fast
Wishes for the future running in my head
In my mind I got it covered, every little detail until I’m dead
Who knows what awaits us
Every night I pray thus
Hoping one day
I won’t have to stay
In the shadows of my mind
I’m hoping I can find
The rest and peace that I deserve
After bearing all this pain that in my life occurred...
Wondering and praying
As the past is fading,
Looking out the window
Feeling like I know
What will be until it’s time to go...