Daydreams Equals Reality

What happens when daydreams become reality?
I know what happens
I wanted a special friend. Friendship leads to relationship. Relationship leads to damage
Unanswered questions and open feelings
I slide into depression and a broken world
I am left broken into parts of nothing.
No one understanding how I fell.
I fell so fast, so hard, and so in love.
Others came and gone like the wind.
Wake up and analyze my daydream is a reality.
That kiss will never leave my lips.
Can not stop thinking about him
Loving others that do not love me back
he holds my heart
He hides his feelings
I am love with another who doesn't know.
It will never cover up my love for the first
The other holds my feelings, dreams and a reality I can understand and live with