I lost the love of my life

I lost the love of my life
the only one that makes me smile.
The only one that makes me feel this way
Even if it is just for a little while
I never thought I would see the day
That u liked another girl just like u liked me
I hope you two are really happy
While I try and hide
For I think this is all pretty wacky
and I don’t want to loose all my pride
In what seemed to be a love story
I did it all for that lover
That made me feel as if I where in the glory
But hid behind a cover
Since he didn’t want to be together
I feel as if I am going to die
Since he didn’t want me like I did forever
I cant believe he would lie
And even though u say u love me
I gave u up to her
And even though I want this love to be
All that is left are my tears
I hope I still remain in your mind
And I sit here in my bed
I wonder if you’ll ever find
The real feelings for me that aren’t only in your head
But mostly in you heart
I thought we never be apart
I lost the love of my life