Why? ... I guess it is the end

I would do some much
For that love that made me weep
Just to get one special touch
That felt so sweat

And even when it rains
And covers all my tears
It doesn’t cover all the pain
You left throughout the years

What happened to that glare,
When you looked into my eyes,
That wonderful stare,
That made you look so wise?

Why did u act like a lover,
and say that you would always hold me tight?
When all you did was hide behind a cover
You know that was not right

I have lost all my will
So I take this knife
I am not willing to wait in till
I find a meaning to this life

Just remember this
I am the one that never wanted us to be apart
You’re the one that gave me my last kiss
No matter what I did you will always be in my heart

~*~ People don’t think I am about to kill my self I just wrote it because it is what I feel once in a while ~*~