The Enemy

Its kind of dumb, I wrote it a long time ago....anyone who knows me will understand I guess.

Long walks on early mornings,
filled with laughter and fun.
Before I even knew it,
a friendship had begun.
Not a normal friendship,
like ones most people find.
Before we even knew it,
our whole lives were combined.
To this day I do not know,
whose fault it really was.
I dont think it was my fault,
but then no one ever does.
I was so caught up
in things I never knew before.
I didnt really notice I was
throwing my life out the door.
Giving up the best of friends,
people who really cared.
Spending each and every moment,
with you and never scared.
Listening to the stories told,
of the future and the now.
Never really noticing,
or ever caring how.
I spent so much time blind,
not caring to see.
The things that you had taken,
the things you'd done to me.
Sometimes change can be a good thing,
when your life is falling down.
For that I'm always grateful, because you turned me upside down.
I took a life that was filled with drugs,
with stripping and with tears.
And traded it in for something so real,
if only for two years.
If at the time I'd realized,
who you truly were inside,
I'd have spent more time focusing,
on your every single lie.
I'd have came to realize,
what you didnt let me see..
That all the time you were more
of an enemy to me.