When im with you

Sitting here
Depressed and upset
Enjoying the poison from my cigarette
Listening to sad songs
Reminding myself about everything that is wrong
Talking to people and not knowing what to say
Wondering how you are and if your ok
Confused about what to do
I never knew it would be so hard being in love with you
I’m missing you so bad these days
I cant believe your not here
I’m sick to my stomach with fear
I need to disconnect myself from the rest of my life
It seems that there is only you
But that’s alright
I really wish you were here tonight
I blame the distance for everything
But its something that you just cant fight
I miss you more than ever
Next time I see you I’m not letting go
Things will get better
When I’m with you.....