An Unstable Mind

The sounds in my head
They beat harder and louder
Like the drums of a giant
I cannot think straight

It’s all moving so fast
I can’t stop myself at all
No control, I feel weak
When will it all end

Everything is so cold
Yet in it, there’s pleasure
Moving from left to right
The crimson is warm

And then it all slows
It has happened again
I’m standing over the body
Of another poor soul