The Fall

As i die over and over again from this pain.

My mind is driven completely insane.

Like an infinite fall I wait in lonely darkness staring at a blackened wall.

Finding only torment as I continue on down.

Sinking in melting memories where I slowly drown.

Dead by the anger I try to hold it inside.

The pain is too much to take so I try to hide.

But death is all around me and I'm unable to escape.

Resonating tears they fall while the blood spills into flakes.

It touches the nerves of my inner dying self.

Helplessness devours me causing death like welts.

My sorrow continues and this fall is growing strong.

I finally see the bottom where I belong.

This bottomless pit of dark depression walls.

Closing in on me no breath escapes at all.

Death now has its clutch and squeezes the life force fast.

Life is finally over I knew it wouldn't last.

Drawn in my happiness I am caught within a trap.

The sadness made its way and I feel like total crap.

Iv lost everything Ive ever had close to me.

Iv finally given up because its all too plain to see.

Death in my life meant to be.....