Forced To Survive

I open my eyes
But my sight is blurred
Where am I?
To where was I lured?

My head is throbbing
My muscles ache
If this is a dream
I hope to soon awake

What has happened to me?
What have I done?
Is this the end?
Has death finally won?

But then your eyes enter my vision
They are filled with tears
And the pain in them
Cuts my heart like shears

Suddenly I remember
Every detail fills my mind
The knife, the cuts, the dripping blood
The end I was hoping to find

I guess my plan failed
Because I’m alive
So I’m stuck here
Forced to survive