This love

I hate this life, I hate this love,
Cause your the only one, I can think of,
I try to get past it, I know I should,
I hope to get past it, I wish I could,
I always thought you'd be the one,
But I guess it just wasn't meant to be done,
You were never here, never beside me,
When you were with me, did you really see me,
My eyes were full of tears,
It seemed like I had known you for years,
But I guess I didn't know you,
At least not the true you