My Awaken Death

I'm sitting here alone
alone in here today,
The pain I feel inside
is replayed everyday,
Everyday
your hurting me,
Every minute
all I do is bleed,
Dripping there
onto the floor,
Weaving it's way
underneath the door,
You see my blood
so pure and red,
By the time you get to me
I will be dead,
You can't get to me
the door is locked,
Blood everywhere
your in total shock,
You bang on the door
for me to let you in,
But I won't
cause I believe I'm a sin,
I don't know how you did it
but you opened the door,
Cutting myself
you didn't want to see anymore,
You took the blade
throwing it across the room,
You grabbed the phone
I know I would be leaving soon,
My eyes are closing
thinking it's my moment to die
So unaware of everything
all I can hear is you cry,
I open my eyes
awaken in a hospital bed,
You notice I'm awake
and this is what you said,
I love you so much
and don't want you to leave,
When you were covered in blood
I could not believe,
What I was seeing
hearing, and felt,
Cause if you were to die
I don't know how I would have dealt,
I am so happy
that you are alive,
I know it upsets you
So I'll try not to cry,