With You

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As tears stain my face
You stay by my side
You say it's your only place
And I can not harm your pride

I wish I could be normal
And not shed all these tears
I feel like such an animal
I frighten all my peers

My thoughts aren't good
I want to leave this place
I hide inside this hood
I don't want to show my face

Dieing doesn't sound so bad
It really is quit wanted
Not to many will be sad
My thoughts would no longer be haunted

I don't want you to love this
You should not have to pay
I hope you get the jist
Of what my mouth can not say

I don't want you to leave me
I want to stay together
Without you here I can not see
I wish for you and me forever

I know you will love me no matter what
You said you're never leaving
But I know deep in my gut
That you are really grieving

I'm sorry for the pain I've cause
You don't deserve this stuff
I wish all my pain could be paused
I wish that I could be tough

I love you with all my heart
I know you love me too
Every little tiny depressing part
So I'm giving you the glue

Piece me back together
With you I can stand tall
You'll help me from now until forever
Never again will you let me fall