Wish You Knew

I look outside my window
And try to think of the words to say
I scream into my pillow
And stay up late and pray

I wish I could fight
I can not take this anymore
I know this isn't right
My heart is oh so sore

My life is a mess
I know I'm not alone
It could be worse I guess
I can not help but moan

You tell me you understand
I know you really can't
You want to reach out a hand
You want to listen to me rant

I want to tell you about my pain
I want you to know my reasons
Of why my tears my cheeks do stain
And why I change like the seasons

I'm screaming out for you
You'll know why soon
Why I am so blue
And why I'm stuck in a cartoon

Take a deep breath
This is going to be hard
I am really scared to death
That you will forever be scarred

Hold on tight
Because here we go
Keep showing me the light
With you, I will grow