Holding back

I know I'm not alone.
Though thats all i feel.
I know i have someone,
All night we talk by phone...
But will i always have him?
My mood he can always lighten,
Even when all goods forgotten..
Yet still i feel alone.

Now in my room i lay,
My mind is away,
Drifting off into the past.,
Inside the memory's replay
Of when my life was steadfast
And happiness everyday.

How can i feel so alone?
I used to be so cheerful,
Desolate wasn't in my life.
But now I'm like a stone...
I have to find that knife,
To make my blood shone,
To make me feel alive.
Oh how can i feel so alone?

I find the knife and touch my skin,
But i just cant shove it through.
So what could hold me back?
Its the love i get from you.
You get me through every dark thought,
And get me through every fight I've Fought.
I'm holding back for you.

I know I'm not alone.
Though thats all i feel.
I know i have someone,
All night we talk by phone...
But will i always have him?
My mood he can always lighten,
Even when all goods forgotten,
And things look very grim.
I want to say thank you,
Every time i put down that knife,
Is another time you have saved my life.
Because I'm holding back...
For you

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