I’m so sorry, you make me so happy
I smile every single time I think of you
But now I am alone, crying once again
I feel so happy, but now I’m so blue
I miss you when you are not here
Although that’s not the reason I cry
Thank you for helping me to live
But now I can’t help but want to die
Take a blade in my palm, if I could
So close to ending this stupid game
Don’t want my life to change now
I should, but I want to stay the same
I enjoy all the hurt I have caused myself
The cuts and scars make me smile
I’m sorry if you read these words
But I have spent to long living in denial
Hate to see the pain I am causing you
I so want to see you happy again
Don’t care what I am becoming now
Need to hold you and relieve your pain
Lost within my feelings once more
But still thank you for being there
I love you more than life itself
But what I have done can’t be repaired
