Every word I say is like a dagger through your heart
That is why I will stay silenced forever more
No more broken hearts, nor crimson tears
Put this all behind you so we can smile like before
Ignore me please, I beg you, I will smile now
I will hide my true colours, will not unleash evil
Upon you and all around, don’t want to take you down
So never will my feelings be to anyone revealed
Kept a secret once again now, feelings don’t exist
Locked behind me is my past, long nights of tears
No longer real to me, cuts and scars are disappearing
Forgot about all the demons, and banished all my fears
You to me are everything, then why do I bring you down?
I want to save you, I hate myself, I don’t mean a thing
My thoughts, my dreams, my pain, I’m leaving it all
To make room for all the joys tomorrow will bring
I’m sorry if I hurt you, I want this all to be over
Never meant to make you cry, please don’t care
Afraid that if you love me I will just hurt you
I’ll put this all behind me, feelings aren’t even there
*this needs some work on it, i just had to get it out*
