I'll miss you all

My last goodbye I'm here to say
i love you all very much but i have no dismay
i do this of my own will
this my last poem before i do kill

easy to write easy to read
after this simple poem i will proceed
to do my job get it done
but I'm so scared i feel so numb

all my family all my friends
shall not be there at my end
for I'll make it fast I'll do it quick
and pull it off without a hitch

no one to stop me doing what i plan on doing now
but it shall not be public i won't take a last bow
but I've been driven to this by the ones i love most
but soon to them I'll only be a ghost

before i go I'll say i have some regrets for them I've already cried
but just remember I'll see you all when you fall through to the other side
I'm not gone just in your past a distant thing forgotten
but over me please don't grieve feel guilty neither rotten

for i chose this it is my choice to leave you without me here
so please don't cry its not your fault wipe away your tear
i may not be back but you'll be with me again one day
i just hope you don't follow my path and chose the same way

don't be sad have a happier tone
I'll still be with you in your dreams at night when you feel all alone
but my life will end I'll do it soon
and i will miss you Amy rathbone

my last poem