Lost Emotions and Feeling Trapped

All I can see from where i stand,
A shrouded face inside my hands.

I think about my anguished past.

I find myself alone at last.

Too lost to find one single why,
Beneath my flesh I dare to cry.

Fury turned to utter pain,
Gleefulness seems to hard to gain!

I cut myself to feel the pain.

That pain it burnt inside my veins.

I lost the hope that I had gained.

The thought that it would never wane,
Made my body quiver with rage.

Like being trapped inside a cage,
With locks and chains unbreakable,
These thoughts could be mistakable,
With someone else's troubled past.

Which makes me hope this pain won't last.

Raychel