Forgot

I forgot how to feel when my world turned grey
When angels and demons stole my heart away
Took all of my love, lust, hate, pain and fear
To a place in my soul where I still hold them near

But they locked the door to that one lonely cell
Banished my emotions to a place deeper than hell
Took away friendships and all memories of care
I forgot they existed when they were not there

But now I’m remembering what life was once like
Sensing those feelings that my memories strike
I want them to return the key to that cell door
Set free all those emotions that I felt before

Try as I hard as I can, I can’t quite seem to see
Why anyone could like or even love me for me
As my emotions were stolen, my world turned grey
I cried every single night in hope of a better day

I’ve forgotten all that I ever knew of emotion
I’m so tired of loving without feeling devotion
Drowning so deep, where they all left me to rot
I don’t know how to be happy, I think I forgot