My life

Don't be fooled by my outer shell
On the inside my life is hell
People like to act and play
I know damn well they are fake
I must stay strong for I am alone
But I don't care
Who gives a damn if no one's there
I don't understand why life is just
So misunderstood
Why I'm so misunderstood
I try to tell them in every possible way
I try and hide it
so they don't know why i feel this way
My life sucks
I'm liven in hell
I want to leave
and break out of this shell
So much pain
So much sorrow
Someone else's life
I wish I could borrow
To know what it's like
To not seem so fake
To know what it's like
To live life awake
My life
is like a really bad dream
I watch from the outside
I just want to scream

Originally two poems I just the peaces together